Les dernières heures de tristesse... :-)

My bag is officially PACKED!!!! Ok, so, I almost ripped the zipper it is soooooooooooooo full with all the skirts that I can't fit into anymore but will soon be able too- YIPEE!! I have been waiting a month for this. One month of stuffing my face for my father and one month of not looking down. Ever. But now that is it. I am SO excited!! SO SO SO SO excited!!

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So I can't take the scales... Basically because they cannot fit... So after the week I will hopefully try and and find somewhere or maybe I will buy some cheap cheap ones (not ideal... but better than nothing I guess!!) Eitherway I have a tape measure and the jeans that are far too tight- so I can work out but that :-)

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I don't know whether it is better to fast for 3 days, eat apples and fruit, fast for 5 days, eat fruit, fast for 7 days, eat fruit, fast for 9 days etc etc OR just to fast for 2 months. Who knows!!! 3 days min and if I'm fine the week like planned. Just as I have eaten mounds (shameful) for 4 weeks it may be MEGA hard at first)

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Anyhow, I am mega excited that I have my first follower - Hey Lilly! Thanks - it means a lot :-) I hope I wont bore you too much. Anyhow I am going to write mostly food stuff in this journal - I have a notebook for pics and days out and work at Femmes pour toujours... I hope it goes ok.
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Stay strong everyone, - I'm waiting for midnight tonight... that is my freedom...

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