I decided to go to breakfast, to legitimatly use up a meal and save a free day... and I was way more restrained than usual by about 300kcal. I ate muesli - 400??? Apple, 70 and banana 100. 570Kcal. And I do not plan on going to any other meals today. I am quite excited about this, apart from that I will weigh too much for the eating disorder clinic. Is it stupid that I am scared taht they will tell me there is nothing wrong and judge me and then turn me away and what will I do then.