This is quick. I have bored you all enough today! I have a sparkly (not literally) pink Dell laptop which I love to bits - and I have just remembered my password to the documents I encrypted from my old laptop that broke down on me so kindly last year. Thintowin. Harldy shocking. And I found this...*
22.09.07
107
18.4
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22.09.07
107
18.4
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Now this will sound stupid, because it is far from my goal now, but shortly after that I weighed 105lbs which was my lowest. But seeing it there, that date, so far in the past. I am crying! What has gone so wrong. I have decided to use the same excel sheet instead of starting a new one. A smack in the face reminder that something has got to change. And it has to be me.
awww im so sorry. i've done that before too. saw an old picture of myself and started crying (in public). just think of it as motivation :) youll be that thin again. soon. just stay focused and motivated.
ReplyDeleteand i have excel spreadsheets that i work on too! i'm currently not using it though, just using a journal. its easier to illustrate feelings and things
anyways stay strong. hope your day gets better
Of course I don't mind! I always love to meet new people, regardless of whether they're in person or on here :]
ReplyDeleteAn excel sheet sounds like a good idea...perhaps I'll begin one?
Hope to hear more from you♥
oh darling it's ok. actually , i was just cleaning my room yesterday and found a piece of paper where all of my measurements were written when i was severely anorexic. i know exactly how you feel.
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